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Re: post breach

[deuceoftears]

Hakkai's sleeping okay so far.

How are you feeling?

Re: post breach

[withintenfeet]

Let me know if that changes.

I'm - I feel strange, mostly. That life was...very different. Much worse in some ways, far better in others, and...well, Earth is about as ridiculous as I thought it was.

What about you?

Re: post breach

[deuceoftears]

[It's almost a minute of indecision before Jedao responds.]

I've never had parents who loved me before. It made me into a completely different person.

Re: post breach

[withintenfeet]

[ It's about twice as long before Zerxus replies. ]

I'm glad I've been able to know both versions of you.

Re: post breach

[deuceoftears]

Feels weird to be fucked up about being happy when other people

you know, died.

Or - not even happy all the time, obviously. You got some of the worst of me. But I was...brave, there. Braver.

[He kept jumping, even when it sometimes went all wrong.]

Re: post breach

[withintenfeet]

I think it's - easier to be brave, with stronger foundations to leap from.

I had to build those with the circus, and you were a big part of that.

[ It all feels a bit like living in reverse. He had a good life when he was young; there were struggles that didn't quite end and questions no one could quite answer but overall, he was happy. His family loved him, and did what they could to support him. He knew what he wanted to be, and nothing stood in his way, not until - ]

Coming back to who we really are is...

You shouldn't feel guilty for struggling.

Re: post breach

[deuceoftears]

I don't feel guilty, exactly. More just

awkward.

You really did deserve better. I'm glad I could be good for you for a little while.