"Yeah." Just that, soft and rough and his eyes sliding slowly closed and staying that way. "Kind of an ongoing theme in my life. Leave everyone and everything. Don't trust anyone. Get up and back in the fight."
Fuck he is.... He can and will do this, harder and bigger and broader every time or not, he will, but damn he doesn't even want to get off the floor in this second, much less be thinking about the three options he sees for himself to go forward with here.
Or how the most right - or least wrong- one always seems to be the hardest one.
Then he gets his eyes open, rallies almost visibly and quirks a faint smile. "Not actively pushed away is good enough. I'm not gonna sacrifice my world or soul for you, no matter how attached I get and if I were dumb enough to 'trust' you the way you mean I'd be asking a lot more questions. I've got it." It. This. "You coming over here, now?" He gestures to, well, the spot on the floor beside him with his head, but also holds a hand out, palm up to Zerxus.
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Fuck he is.... He can and will do this, harder and bigger and broader every time or not, he will, but damn he doesn't even want to get off the floor in this second, much less be thinking about the three options he sees for himself to go forward with here.
Or how the most right - or least wrong- one always seems to be the hardest one.
Then he gets his eyes open, rallies almost visibly and quirks a faint smile. "Not actively pushed away is good enough. I'm not gonna sacrifice my world or soul for you, no matter how attached I get and if I were dumb enough to 'trust' you the way you mean I'd be asking a lot more questions. I've got it." It. This. "You coming over here, now?" He gestures to, well, the spot on the floor beside him with his head, but also holds a hand out, palm up to Zerxus.
His turn to establish contact.