"I just. Don't know who to talk to." It's quiet and a little desperate. "My dad is still asleep. I don't want to annoy people or make them think I'm going to like, be weird, after the breach, or something. I can talk to John but Arthur is already really upset and John never lets himself be upset when Arthur is upset, not in a way that lets anyone help him. I don't want to make him have to help me too. And there's not even anything to help, I'm fine, nothing's different."
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